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Saturday, April 26th, 2025 07:49 pm
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And of course not two pages later the author of Ghostland mentions John Gordon and The House on the Brink. But I am reading more Insp. Littlejohn because I can't read dead tree while bicycling and I must bicycle to offset the alcohol if not the actual carbs.

Wasn't intending to listen to Saturday at the Opera but happening to turn the radio on, there was The Marriage of Figaro which of course I had to stay in for. Alas that the broadcast only demonstrated that no one else quite comes up to the standard of Te Kanawa and von Stade. I should put that on the CD player for bicycling to, having exhausted my collection of Bach and not sure where to get more, now that amazon is a no go. Also Vivaldi. I like the Four Seasons but the hunting section now reduces me to giggles. Tumpti-tump-tump, tumpti-tump-tump, tumpti-tump-tump tum tum tum, tumpti-tump-tump tumpti-tump-tump tumpti-tump-tump TUM.

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Saturday, April 12th, 2025 08:18 pm
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Listened to the Met's Magic Flute today. Shikaneder is no Da Ponte, that's for sure. The libretto is a hot mess and nobody seems to agree on its order. Commentators saying 'doesn't matter, it's Mozart at his peak' are also off-base by me. Mozart does much better in Figaro AFAIC. So many highlights in that one compared to the, what? one, maybe two? show stoppers in Flute. I like the three boys but those are brief interludes. And the misogyny and racism gets worse with every performance. There was a kerfuffle some years ago when the Canadian Uproar altered a single word in Monostato's aria to be less offensive. Oh no! Disrespect for the immortal libretto of Emmanuel Shikaneder!! while we happily cut the immortal music of Mozart when it makes the opera too long. People, people.

Then went out to dinner, which one should not do at 5 on a Saturday. Wound up at Pauper's and did get a seat: at the back where several families were doing I know not what: birthday party maybe.  But lots of ataguess six to eight year olds running about, crawling on the floor, climbing over the banquettes, and so on. Didn't actually bother me-- the adults were being quite as loud-- but yeah: do not go out to dinner at 5 on a Saturday.

This bought a small bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream on the way home and drank it all. Helps the owies at least.

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Sunday, March 16th, 2025 07:46 pm
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Got downstairs yesterday before breakfast to weigh myself because I was afraid my bagel and butter habit of the last week plus not moving much on my twinging leg would have had deleterious effects. Mind, the aging metabolism doesn't usually register these things for ten days, but still. In the event, am exactly the weight I was last week. So I'm not gaining, or at least not yet.

Got out to the store yesterday in between thunder showers and shower showers. Missed a chunk of Fidelio on the CBC thereby and when I came back they were playing something else, very oompapapa.  Except that was the end of Fidelio.  No idea how they stretched a two act opera into three hours: must have been a long intermission with talking heads. And since the voices of the CBC's male talking heads annoy me in their lack of mellifluousness, just as well I missed it. Mind, I'm impossible to please, because the extreme mellifluousness of Classic FM's female announcers irks me even more, and yes, Marilyn Lightstone, I am looking at you. 

Stayed in today because there was no break in the rain until too late for a Sunday shop.  Beaver on through False Value which is bearable-ish once you get past the split nareative chapters, and don't try to unravel the relentless Douglas Adams' references, which in my case I have not read, and for a break read Abigail, which is far more entertaining.

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Sunday, February 9th, 2025 07:10 pm
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Either my Good Neighbour or a bobcat shovelled the 4 in/ 10 cm of snow from my sidewalk last night. Or maybe both, because bobcats don't clear steps and someone did mine. Or maybe a Very Good Neighbour because I could see in the distance, down the block, the occasional area of white which a bobcat should have taken care of. Whatever, I didn't go out today except briefly to clear my slightly snowed over front path and to remove the snow mounds from the garbage bins against Thursday's pickup. Forecast says flurries all week, which may mean occasional flakes tumbling from the sky like today, or may mean another 4 cm.

Didn't go out yesterday either because I was listening to Der Fliegende Hollander, oddly enough since I have little use for Wagner. But wiki tells me this is an early work and hence not as discordant as the Ring. Still a bit, umm, oompapapa for my tastes, but then I have no taste. And then it was 4 o'clock and thinking about snow, so I made devilled eggs instead of going out. Note that devilled eggs made with Kewpie mayonnaise are the bomb and also extremely indigestible.

Have also been micro-cleaning, given the intransigent spasming of my hip flexors that nothing will unkink. So yesterday I vacuumed the living room and hallway, and today I mopped the accessible portion of the front hall and lick and promised the stairs. But also finally got the screws put into the dirt devil to fasten the canister holder to the stem. And if you want bad design, this was it. The socket for the screws is right beside the long stem, meaning no room for your hand to turn the screw. Thus you turn from the outside a quarter turn, then move back for another quarter turn, then move back etc etc. And it's extremely tight and not at all doable by anyone lacking the upper body strength of a young male. But it's done, only now I need some young male to loosen the filter holder for me because that one's frankly impossible.

Shall note that there's a bloody big Conservative election sign four doors up at the house that sat on the market for months and months because no one is buying. I believe someone finally did but this is the first evidence of life I've seen, from someone who has no idea what kind of neighbourhood they've moved into. The polls all say DoFo is leading. Which would be disheartening except for my belief that feds are always the opposite of Ontario so Polievre the Trump toady will stay out of power. But these are the end times and maybe that bit of common wisdom won't hold anymore.

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Saturday, January 11th, 2025 03:17 pm
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Couldn't sleep last night in spite of no caffeine all day and Zzquil before bed. So read Falco one-eyed until 4, packed it in, and slept- as ever with 4 a.m. bedtimes- until 10:30. Woke to find my Good Neighbour snowblowing the sidewalks up and down from his house.  Except it's SND Oliver's mom who has the snowblower and faceblind me couldn't tell if it was really the GN or SND's male tenant. OTOH can't see the tenant doing six frontages. Whatever, sidewalk is done and somebody  (I suspect NND) did my steps. So all I had to do was my front path.  At which point a rather late in the day bobcat came trundling down the sidewalk clearing those who don't have Good Neighbours.

Thought I'd listen to Saturday at the Opera, which became an exercise in frustration. It's on CBC-FM, but that was having some talk show. Got it on my phone, which seems to be how people are expected to listen to radio these days but is not optimal for listening to Rigoletto. Finally had recourse to my ancient boombox. Boombox's CBC is happy to play opera, so fine. How lucky I didn't put it out on the boulevard as I was tempted, since it won't play CDs or tapes anymore.

Mind, Rigoletto is shit. God but Verdi liked fridging his heroines. As did Puccini. It's not a necessity. Mozart managed not to. He fridged his hero, and good for him.

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Tuesday, November 19th, 2024 06:15 pm
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Entering the supermarket today, I was greeted by the inimitable strains of Love Hurts. Am happy that Fiesta isn't playing Christmas music, unlike Loblaws (they will, Oscar, they will), even happier that the first two people I passed were singing along sotto voce. As was I, of course. Always impressed by the staying power of my generation's music, because both those people were in their 20s or maaaybe early 30s. Fiesta is a death trap these days, because not only does it have cake slices and chocolate chip cookies from my youth, it has tempting displays of chocolates and candies that, if bought, I end up eating in a sitting, like those dark chocolate and praline medallions the other week. I have to tell myself sternly that it's no sugar, period full stop, no discussion no argument, and hope that I listen to me.

Also got towels and such to the laundromat in between showers. Rain is forecast for the next week and of course that means leaves catching in the walker's wheels and slowing my progress, as well as the anonymous brown slick which might be leaf mulch but equally might not, dog owners in this town being as they are.

This was all the more virtuous because my joints are reacting badly to the cold and damp. At least I hope that's the reason and not that my right knee has run its course and now requires a replacement. Sunday's masseuse found any number of huge muscle knots in that leg which might account for some of the stiffness, because my left leg is also limpy today and that knee should be perfectly fine.

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Saturday, October 26th, 2024 06:48 pm
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Succeded in cutting down a swath of the creepers out back and inflicting some damage on the mulberry that's trying to take over the AC compressor, but clearly I need to rake up the leaves that have fallen from the cherry tree. A nuisance, because stoop labour hurts, dammit. Have been looking at ads for back braces but I *have* back braces, they just don't brace enough. Will core strengthening ever have an efffect?

We're getting the brocade effect on the trees now, and about time. The maples in particular decided to turn red about three days before they began to fall. My poor  physio booked a bus tour of the fall colours up north a fortnight or so ago, and there was nothing to see.

That Guardian article about Horrible Histories has me ear-wormed now, because I was so taken with faux-Simon and Garfunkel singing the praises of the kinder gentler Vikings that I watched it about five times. And of course it referenced one of my two favourite codas of all time, so now the mental muzak is playing The Boxer nonstop. (The other one is Layla, of course.) Must admit I've lost my ear for Brit accents because I couldn't make out the lyrics of anything else the article linked to, and especially not Rowan Atkinson's Henry 8.

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Thursday, July 25th, 2024 09:42 pm
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Brief respite from the heat and possibly longer respite from the rain saw me sleeping with the window fan last night and hanging a laundry on the line this morning. Turns out I didn't have that much line laundry, having forgotten the two shirts I wear over my tank tops that get drenched with sweat. Shall do them in hot at the laundrette. But I was running low on socks and underwear, having also forgotten the socks I'd left on the furnace room lines. Anyway, hung my underwear on my new clip dryer, which has many many clips. Which means they can all go on the one but also that they don't dry as easily as on the round hangers. The Korean super didn't have them any more, and amazon didn't have them at all, and I can no longer bike down to Chinatown where I'm perfectly certain the stores do have them. So the square hanger it is. Am tempted, in NND's absence,  to hang the thing on the line and let the sun and wind do its worst, or best.

The articles that my browser suggests for me suggested a drink, purportedly Brazilian, and  I wish it hadn't. It's one part cold coffee, one part chocolate milk, and two parts cola. Not excessively high in calories if you use diet pepsi, but I can't have it after about 6 p.m. if I intend to sleep before 4 a.m., and I want it.

An oddity in Elizabeth Ferrars' mysteries is how many people have grey eyes. I thought grey was even rarer than blue. The other oddity, though it wasn't at the time, is how much people in the earlier mysteries smoke. Tired? Light a cigarette. Upset? Light a cigarette. Thinking? Light a cigarette. Oh, and everyone also drinks a lot. This gets lampshaded in the Virginia and Felix books from the 80s, where Virginia thinks Felix smokes too much and Felix thinks Virginia drinks too much but neither does as much as the protagonists from the 40s.

Bardcore has a medieval & renaissance take on We Did Not Light the Fire. It bothered me that it wasn't even remotely chronological until a commentator pointed out that it duplicates the rhyming scheme of the original.  Also mentions a whole buncha people I never heard of, some of whom are apoarently known through a video game series Civilization.

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Tuesday, July 23rd, 2024 09:39 pm
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Not used to having physio on Tuesday. Wednesday has always been my day and would have continued as such but I was caught in the groove when booking online, which I do several weeks in advance to guarantee a spot. Saw the list of available hours, picked something as close to my preferred 2:30 as possible, and only much later realized that the 23rd was not a Wednesday because Ji Won has started coming in on Tuesdays as well. But alll to the good because tomorrow is forecast to be, what else, rain. Appears this is the rainiest summer on record which I can scarcely believe, not after 2008. But 2008 rained constantly while this year just dumps a month's worth of rain in a day, and does it repeatedly.

Pratchett LJ entry revives the memory of Flanders and Swann's Gnu Song. First lines are

A year ago last Thursday I was strolling in the zoo
When I met a man who thought he knew the lot.

If in future I should happen to remark 'A year ago last Thursday' you'll know what I mean.

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Tuesday, April 23rd, 2024 09:33 pm
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A weirdness in the Heart Sutra set to music video. You get to the bit about
No eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind; 

in whatever language it is-- Chinese? Japanese? 'cause they're going from the hanzi/ kanji, and the subtitles follow it with No cookouts. Doubtless cookouts are as lacking in form as anything else, but still sad. 
 
The word should actually be colour. One suspects an auto-fill glitch.

Because I live under a rock I never heard Somebody That I Used to Know until that dance vid came around to tumblr. I am now earwormed by multiple repeats and intend to stay earwormed because otherwise I'll have I Am Your Mother, You Listen to Me instead. Loblaws has it on their mix tape or whatever they use nowadays, along with Made You Look and Flowers, and if I needed another reason to boycott Roblaws,  that's it. But it has a Starbucks and Starbucks has cold brew which no one but Ninetails will have until the summer, and Ninetails has nowhere to sit because the Apple Core are there with their damnable laptops all. day. long.

Also Ninetails has financiers and I have no resistance to mini poundcakes. Starbux has egg white and English muffins, and I can resist their cakes just fine thanks because they list the calorie count.

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Sunday, March 31st, 2024 07:48 pm
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Have finally located a song heard only once, decades ago in my distant youth. Turns out to be The Kingston Trio, Chilly Winds. Good. Scratch that itch.

Bought Ivory soap for the bathroom because my poor hands are sooo dry. Ivory soap *stinks*. Shall put the remaining two bars in the local Small Pantry along with the menthol shaving cream, in a bag marked 'can't stand the smell.' 

Someone in a local FB group was asking if anyone had a bike that would fit a 5'10 recent immigrant short on cash. Offered Old Paint but someone else had a man's bike so didn't hear back. That fell through, she messaged me today, so I went to double check that I can't in fact get my leg over the bar and no, no I can't. Not even close. So Guy can have it.

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Tuesday, March 12th, 2024 04:19 pm
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Fell into a youtube rabbit hole last night, the best song each month during the 50s and 60s,  and then someone's ranking of 100 best songs of the 60s, 70s, and 80s. Someone was a dude, though even-handed, but the dudebros in the comments sneering at the bubblegum music of the '60s Beatles was mildly annoying. Was glad that someone else pointed out that bubblegum was much later than '63 and the Stones were middle-class poseurs pretending to be raunchy working class, while the Beatles were actually working class (Paul *maybe* squeaking into middle class, I don't know) doing pleasant middle. I can half see the bubblegum charge: much as I love their early stuff for the nostalgia, it is indeed simplistic. But their later work may be sophisticated and all but doesn't grab me in the least. The Beatles end at Sergeant Pepper AFAIC.

Of the 50s, the less said the better. Music so white. The Platters' Great Pretender being the honourable exception.

I ff'd a lot in the 80s. The decade when people stopped singing and started shouting incomprehensible garble against a background of Noise, I believe. If Cohen or Graceland or any Springsteen but Born to Run from the 70s  made it into the 100 best of the 80s, I must have missed it.

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Sunday, March 10th, 2024 07:58 pm
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Woke up at 7:30 old time to pee, then said Not getting up at even 8:30 new time, and went back for another 3.5 hours to wake at noon new time, which was not unheard of even before this. Grey and flurrying all day, like watching cherry blossoms fall, especially since none of it stuck. I have a memory from childhood, fragmentary like all my memories, of a late November day like this. My mother had bought several boxes of Christmas wrapping paper,  square folded in square boxes,  which enraptured me at the time. The smell of it is on the tip of my nose, almost almost almost... so this kind of weather has  innate happiness associated with it.

Have also been earwormed with The Proclaimers' I'm Gonna Be the Man, which is great for exercising to, and which happily replaces the catalogue aria from Don Giovanni of which I was heartily sick. 

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Wednesday, February 21st, 2024 09:40 pm
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In something of a funk lately. May be caused by returned allergies-- not that they ever went away completely-- or warm weather or, well, something.

Finished Ancillary Mercy and Provenance. Have Raven Tower but it's not what I want right now. Ditto The Name of the Wind. Sense and Sensibility is better but the print is so small it makes my eyes ache.

Also Don Giovanni gives me the fantods. Something about the Losey film being so attached to the 80s, even if I can't remember exactly when it was I saw it.

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Tuesday, December 26th, 2023 08:29 pm
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The trouble with sleeping past 11 is that I can't roll over and go back to sleep as I can do if I wake at 9. Yes, well. Life is rough.

Of course I also woke out of a frustration dream of trying to get three babies back to daycare, at night, in a triple stroller, through the University College (UofT version) campus, gone suddenly baroque with steps that aren't there and narrow gas lit passages, also with steps, that lyingly promised to take me up to Hoskins and Trinity College (again, UofT version: universities in the Brit-sphere have no innovation with respect to either names or architecture.) Could gave done without that, especially as my Christmas Eve dream was a  charming cosy murder mystery. I believe the white-haired Miss Marple-ish sleuth was in fact the murderer.

Weather is mild but grey and dank, and is supposed to rain all week, which is par for the Dead Days but also dispiriting. We may see some sun on Saturday. I went out today since the PoP was only 56% and got misted on. Tony Korean restaurant was fairly full, even at 3 in the afternoon, but the Koreans make the most of their holidays. When they get them, because the big supermarket and greengrocers were open. Bought celery for future turkey salads but was so full from egg and beef donburi that I skipped dinner. 

To get xmas music out of my head I went looking for that Kenyan song from many years back Mama nipeleke kwa baba (Mama, take me to my father.) Then started googling around to find what the swahili means and discovered that nipeleke is a very useful phrase for things like 'take me to a hospital' (hospitalini)- I mean, should you find yourself sick in east Africa some time. They also tell you how to say please, which I can't remember because there's no catchy tune to teach me tafadhali. So then I had to look at Duolingo for swahili which starts you with pronouns: mimi (I), yeye (he, she), sisi (we), wao (they), and wewe (you, sing). Oh. Years ago a roommate told me how to say The elephant is about to step on you in Swahili. Tembo is elephant and wewe is you but my memory of the verb, after 40 years, must have become corrupted, because I remember it as 'na piga' but you can't prove it by any Swahili verb chart. And after googling a bit about verbs in Swahili, I once again resigned myself never to learn that language. Verb prefixes for both subject and tense? No way. Might as well learn Basque if you're going that route. 

Honestly, why do people think Japanese is a hard language? Yeah, there's causatives and passives and passive causatives, but they're quite regular. Presumably if you hear the Swahili version of I am going, you are going, he is going often enough, the sound sticks in your head as easily as, well, 'I am going' etc. (or wasuresaseru). But life is too short at this point.

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Thursday, December 7th, 2023 11:57 am
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Thank you, Guardian. Though I personally loathe Silent Night and have a fondness for oh Quem pastores and The Boar's Head Carol and Es ist ein rose entsprungen, I'd much rather hear any of these than the dreck that gets played in the stores these days.

Though Steeleye Span's inimitable British Latin is a joy to hear.

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Sunday, November 19th, 2023 08:30 pm
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In a very ill hour, prompted by I forget what online, I looked up the Flanders and Swann skit in which Michael Flanders sings the French horn solo part of Mozart's fourth concerto for horn. Ill Wind, it's called, which arial font renders as a Roman 3, and I am now hopelessly earwormed.

I once had a whim and I had to obey it
To buy a French horn in a secondhand shop
I polished it up and I started to play it
In spite of the neighbours who begged me to stop.

I can beg all I like but it won't stop.

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Friday, April 14th, 2023 09:21 pm
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 Once again, after a mere thirty years, I come across someone who thinks an 'access' of some emotion ought to be 'excess'. Which it isn't, but you might have to read French literature to know this. As in, I first encountered the construction in the translation of Claudine at School, where she has 'a sudden access of stupidity.' What was the French original? Probably accès, because Larousse will give you the medical definition of 'sudden and transient disorder, usually violent.' But English is quite happy to follow, because there it is as definition no.2, literary, 'an attack or outburst of an emotion.' (Really, there's a point where 18th century French reads exactly like 18th century English, because both were modelling themselves on Latin; and then alas the vernacular took over and I could no longer read French writers.)

Good, that's settled. Now back to the conundrum in Cohen's Here It Is: what's the meaning of 'list' in the line 'and here is the love/ that lists where it will'? Always assumed it was a variation on 'the wind bloweth where it listeth' (which is the Gospel of John, surprise surprise, because I thought it was OT: mind, read the whole chapter and it's very much John being umm transcendental John again.) But list there, which this keyboard keeps rendering as its cognate lust, just means 'pleases', 'as it will', which thus turns Cohen's line into that rhetorical device whose name I've forgotten, saying the same thing twice. (Tautology, and you wouldn't believe the googling it took to find that.) Ergo it must be a different list, but which one? Lean to one side? Surely not itemize? Or did Cohen simply misremember, or misunderstand, John?

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Tuesday, February 14th, 2023 05:51 pm
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Evidently Valentines is a red letter day on the spammers calendar. Five calls before noon, or was it six? and a couple more in the afternoon when I'd arranged to be out. Because I'm never sure how clean cold water gets my clothes, and because with the forecasted early April temperatures I won't have the furnace on and hence hanging my clothes in the basement won't get them dry, I took a dark wash to the laundromat. Entering which I was greeted by the Skye Boat Song played on bagpipes, which was unexpected but nice. The television was showing news clips of Hazel McCallion's funeral, the long-time (into her 90s) mayor of Mississauga, the urban complex to the west of us. Died a fortnight short of her 102nd birthday. Politics doesn't often make for such longevity. And yes of course, later in the service they played Amazing Grace because no major funeral in these parts can happen without a piper playing Amazing Grace, even the Catholic ones. We're no longer the Scots city we were a century ago but certain traditions don't die.

(The pipers predate Amazing Grace even if I can't remember what they used to play back in the 60s and 70s while escorting Lord Rajandraneth in his chariot down from the Hare Krishna temple on Avenue Rd, formerly what else a Presbyterian church.)

Fiesta Farms was also holding a funeral for its owner and may well have had bagpipes, but I couldn't go to see even if I'd wanted to. Funeral was in Heere bee dragonnes land ie Brampton, the urban complex north of Mississauga, inaccessible without car.  General public was invited and store was closed for the event, which was well enough. They were also closed yesterday morning for some unexplained police 'n' firetruck incident, which was kind of a first.

I note that Brampton may be on the chopping block: Tory premiers, of which alas we have one at the moment, like to create megacities under the mistaken notion that large = efficient. So Drug Fraud, as he is lovingly and correctly denominated, may well make it part of Mississauga. OTOH word is that Ford really wants to be mayor of Toronto like his little brother, the aptly named Rob, was back before. Our current mayor, the aptly named John Tory, suddenly declared his resignation on the weekend because of an affair he'd had during covid. Affair was long over, resignation was abrupt, everyone wondered what was the real reason. Pressure from DoFo? My ideal scenario is that Ford resigns as premier, runs for mayor, and is roundly defeated: but that's only a dream unless a really charismatic candidate pops up from somewhere. Which is unlikely.

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Sunday, September 25th, 2022 04:19 pm
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My wandering around YouTube has illustrated the old maxim perfectly. The fact that you can put words to Holst's Thaxted doesn't mean you should, unless the words fit the rhythm of that lovely piece of music. Equally, the fact that you can set Blake to music doesn't mean you should, unless the music renders the words singable which God knows Jerusalem does not.  But bad musical fits seem to be a tradition unhappily transported into the English-speaking world. Cf To Anacreon in Heaven, a song utterly unsingable even when drunk and more so when sober.

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Wednesday, August 31st, 2022 09:52 pm
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Gladys Mitchell is ever so much more entertaining than any of Fowler's Seerius Litracher recs (though to be fair he recs her too) that I shall give up the latter until I've made a dent in TPL's collection of the former. Yay that she was so prolific and woe that TPL doesn't have them ALL. Am now reading the one about the standing stones of the Orkney Isles (gazing out to sea) with many interruptions to google pics of same. Damned unheimlich, those stones, let me say.

Let me note that I have also vacuumed the downstairs and swiftered the kitchen and hallway, so it's not all couch potatodom all the time. But even so, I still step on sharp little things that pain my sensitive feet. I want a new vacuum cleaner: or else, more likely, I want a cleaning service to get it done professionally

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Monday, March 14th, 2022 05:43 pm
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Someone on my FFL has been reading The Worm Ouroboros (cue chorus of "Mister, you're a better man than I") (The Yardbirds, you say? Amazing.) I could as soon read Spenser as Eddison, meaning my attention span is too short to swim through treacle like that. I *have* mastered our later speed and shortness, thank you Fenodyree, so I can't be having with the earlier leisurely prolix.

But the Someone quotes Le Guin as proposing "that all fantasy protagonists should speak in an elevated, heroic style." Good heavens, what *was* the woman thinking of? I hope it was a very early essay written when fantasy was still overshadowed by Tolkien and urban fantasy hadn't been invented. Though apparently she slammed Zelazny for making his 20th century America-dwelling Amberites speak like, good heavens, 20th century Americans. (That's not the reason I dislike Amber, btw. It's because they speak like wise-ass 20th century Americans. Likewise Eddings.) Equally, Paarfi's pastiche is all very well for the time he was 'writing', but modern man Vlad should speak in what we recognize as a modern idiom. 

Perhaps she was indeed thinking of Tolkien's style, which is high and heroic a lot of the time but never, to my taste, turgid. It knows where it's going, and gets there. Possibly an English professor of English literature has a better grasp of the historic styles available to him than someone less familiar with the canon. Or his sense of style just knew to choose Tacitus' diction over Malory's.
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'Your brother hates music,' says my s-i-l. No surprise. I hate music too, when it plays in the background, because when music plays I have to listen to it. This puts me at odds with, at a conservative guess, 90% of the population because they seemingly can't abide silence. Not sure why. Are they afraid of their own thoughts? like those people in the experiment who gave themselves shocks rather than sit for fifteen minutes without stimulation. Whatever, it was always a problem for me at work, because it's hard to hear the nap room monitor-- or indeed another staff imparting information-- when Lady Gaga is blasting from the player. Of course, it could just be my hearing going, because I've been losing the higher pitches for at least a decade now, and lower pitches when there's ambient noise. And music is ambient noise for me.

But then there's that scientific conclusion that your musical preferences are set in your teens and twenties, and that maybe I wouldn't mind music at work if it was the Beatles or the Mamas and Papas. What made me think that was coming home the other day and crossing paths with a guy on a bicycle whose boombox was blaring behind him. But the box was booming Dock of the Bay and it didn't bother me at all.

The air show however, with its sonic booms, is noise, pure and simple, and physically painful. It's supposed to rain tomorrow and Monday and I sincerely hope it does, with low cloud cover obliterating the CN Tower. One day of it was quite enough, thank you.
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'Your brother hates music,' says my s-i-l. No surprise. I hate music too, when it plays in the background, because when music plays I have to listen to it. This puts me at odds with, at a conservative guess, 90% of the population because they seemingly can't abide silence. Not sure why. Are they afraid of their own thoughts? like those people in the experiment who gave themselves shocks rather than sit for fifteen minutes without stimulation. Whatever, it was always a problem for me at work, because it's hard to hear the nap room monitor-- or indeed another staff imparting information-- when Lady Gaga is blasting from the player. Of course, it could just be my hearing going, because I've been losing the higher pitches for at least a decade now, and lower pitches when there's ambient noise. And music is ambient noise for me.

But then there's that scientific conclusion that your musical preferences are set in your teens and twenties, and that maybe I wouldn't mind music at work if it was the Beatles or the Mamas and Papas. What made me think that was coming home the other day and crossing paths with a guy on a bicycle whose boombox was blaring behind him. But the box was booming Dock of the Bay and it didn't bother me at all.

The air show however, with its sonic booms, is noise, pure and simple, and physically painful. It's supposed to rain tomorrow and Monday and I sincerely hope it does, with low cloud cover obliterating the CN Tower. One day of it was quite enough, thank you.
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Lying with one's legs up against a wall can get very boring unless you're an experienced meditator which lord knows I'm not, so I rousted out my luddite's walkman and listened to a random tape instead. (I can't do mp3s or whatever the latest digital is. Most of my tapes were made from obscure records in the 80s and 90s. Best I could do now is get one of those players that records to digital, but the state of my records after 30 years is not to be considered, and I have nothing to play the files on even if I did.)

Random tape turned out to be the Harlock sound track. That dates to the late 90s, that half decade lost to reverse culture shock, but references a much earlier fannish golden age. Not that I was personally involved in it. My sister was, and American friends in Tokyo, and I caught sideways glimpses of those mid-80s glorious days from her APAs and their conversation. The reality may have been excruciating- raw tapes if you were lucky, appalling butchered dubs as the norm- but the ethos, as reflected both in the fans' recollections and, oddly, in the gung-ho Harlock music itself, is of a brave new world and an immense buoyancy.

The complete ending theme is at
https://youtu.be/u7BFIAn9wug

Translation text here, from .mit.edu. Fannish, as I say.
http://www.mit.edu/~rei/MANGA/harlock-song

* More Than a Feeling was roundly panned when it first came out-- lightweight, lacking musical complexity, blah blah blah, as if anything 70s had depth-- but now it's a locus classicus of some kind.

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Sunday, May 23rd, 2021 01:00 pm
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 I don't usually check the 'wireless networks within range' thingy on my phone except when there's reason to believe mine has  cut out, which it does occasionally. But the other day I looked down the list and saw a nearby one labelled Sadie, which is south ND's dog. Sweet, except that the signal strength is about 50%, while (generic Bell no.) and tinier_bird_garden are close to 80-90. Generic Bell is for sure the other half of this house, but I'm wondering who has the tinier bird garden.

ETA: oh, right. Next door is two apartments. Bird garden must be the second floor one and sadie the first floor/ basement.

Also deleted a number of networks that haven't been around for years, like all three coffee shops at Howland and Bloor: Second Cup (d.2018), Aroma (d.2019), Starbucks (decamped, the cowards, in 2020.) Also the Starbucks in the ex-bank at Christie and Dupont. Don't trust yourself to some southern mega coffee chain, except of course that the Canuck coffee chain was the first to close up, because the owner evidently thought he could make more money from a pizza joint. And pizza joint did stay open but the one time I went in, nobody came to take my order so I left after five minutes.

Took half an ativan against a 7 p.m. Pepsi and consequently slept sweetly and well, but with my contact lens still in. Eye itches in consequence.

Did a fast cruise of Eurovision entries which demonstrates that I am too old for Eurovision. Oh the noise noise noise noise. Does no one do harmonious anymore?

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Sunday, May 16th, 2021 02:45 pm
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 DHL's business practices suddenly make more sense when I see what DHL is: Deutsche Post DHL Group. Thus the barrage of information and the promptness.

Watched the fundraising performance of Cats which was somehow available in Canada, but the link to donate wouldn't work. When I refreshed everything, got the message 'This video is private.' So maybe I reached the time limit? And can't recall who the beneficiary was. Somehow thought it was an English actors guild-- it was the London production-- but googling only gets me the American one. 

And yes of course I wept like a drain. Those songs don't get any easier with age.

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Saturday, May 1st, 2021 06:00 pm
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I'm currently earwormed by Gus the Theatre Cat from the Old Vic production of Cats. Much worse things to be earwormed by, so I don't resist.

Doug Miller has a call out for any books anyone isn't using. Doug's store is piled high with boxes of books and any time I've been in he's complained about how the bike lanes and/ or the lockdown have ruined his business. I can only conclude that he has a thing about books and always feels the need for Moar. Would happily take a box down- better than sticking on the front lawn- but I ache too much today to wrestle the bike down the stairs and it's set to rain for the next four days, is maybe why I ache today.

Did get to Fiesta for this and that ahead of the deluge, though I got halfway there befoe realizing I wasn't wearing my backpack and had to limp bck home again. But at least I timed it when there was no lineup, which went round the building by the time I came out. I mean it's moot anyway, because if I have the walker they wave me on in in best Japanese Respect for the Aged fashion. But some atavistic English gene in me hates jumping the queue, even with permission, sure that those waiting in line will peeve inwardly (being Torontonians) even if they won't say so aloud (being Canadians.) Mind, my English genes are all border country Northumberland and I don't know if the shibboleths of the stuffy South apply up there. Maybe it's just the Anglo gestalt of my youth in TO speaking.

Mutabilitie

Sunday, April 11th, 2021 08:51 pm
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(Really, why is Spenser in the Canon? A more lumpen poet I never read.)

My scale's battery has died only a few months after I changed it. Very disconcerting because I weigh myself every morning to remind me *why* I can't have pasta and cake and cookies. And because today was a rainy owie day, and a weekend, I couldn't get out to buy a new one. However rain let up in the afternoon so Boy Next Door got to have his birthday party in our mutual back yard. Happy shrieks of five year olds banging the pinata which had to be hung from the cherry tree in the sad absence of any other tree to hang it from. I do miss the plum tree and its evanescent fragrance, though for all I know it might have stopped producing blossoms and fallen over by now if we'd left it to its own devices.

Some odd tangent took me to Streetview where I discover that Markham St, currently and for at least the last three years a wasteland construction site, has been preserved in its 2017 glory because Streetview cars can't go up it. That is, in Streetview the chainlink fences are up on both sides of the street but the buildings, though empty, are still standing. Alas that there seems no way to capture that particular shot to remind me what was where; and once they've finished building their satanic towers the view will go.

Turned out the drawers of the study cabinet looking for Cohen's Ten New Songs and found it, along with a bunch of memorabilia last looked at in 2010. Meishi from Japan, people's addresses, maps of Tokyo restaurants. 'Guess I'll throw it all away...' And then Cohen sounds all different on the stereo than he did on the boombox and I'm gakkari all over again.

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Sunday, April 4th, 2021 10:38 pm
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Managed to lose an expensive only available online leg brace sometime yesterday, possibly at the laundromat. It was only occasionally useful, is why I took it off in the irst place, so not too annoyed. My diva knee sometimes wants a brace below it and sometimes wants a brace over it and there's no telling from day to day or hour to hour which it will be. These glowing testimonials from people who can now hurray! walk after umpty many years or umpty many surgeries by using said braces obviously don't apply to those of us with quote bloody big bone spurs in the knee. So I should stop hoping for miracles.

For a change I put on Warren Zevon's Desperados Under the Eaves album (apparently its proper name is Warren Zevon, which of course is what I think Excitable Boy is called) to accompany my biking. Discover that songs work much better than music to distract me from fretful 'Isn't it 30 minutes yet?' checking of timer, if they're the right songs. (Seem to recall that Greatest Hits of the 60s was a complete bust.) What struck me today is how very much a Los Angeles singer Zevon is. The LA ethos is all through his music, the way New York is all through Paul Simon and-- err well, maybe New York, maybe Montreal, but anyway some north-eastern city is everywhere in Cohen. And I loathe Los Angeles, the very essence of unreal city, emptiness, no there there. He really ought not to work for me.

But that album is the epitome of a whole zeitgeist in my life. It's so much Tokyo that merely listening to it brings back detailed pictures of 30 years ago, and smells and noises and textures and the whole gestalt of new-in-Tokyo. And of course Tokyo is empty too, but it's a different kind of empty ie it's perfectly real to the Japanese who live there. It's just the gaijin in their gaijin reality who can't see it properly. (Whereas I'm convinced that Los Angelenos know they live in a vacuum or an ersatz reality, they just prefer it that way.) Possibly that explains why Zevon's other albums don't grab me the same way, even though I also had Sentimental Hygiene with me in Tokyo. It seemed inferior to Desperadoes, like something had gone bland in Zevon in the intervening decade. Which it had, if you look at his biography. Like Lowell, 'Cured, I am frizzled, stale and small.'

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Wednesday, March 17th, 2021 09:25 pm
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Half an ativan unaccountably failed to put me to sleep but did loosen the muscles up so that I awoke relatively limber. Two hours in the dentist's chair took care of that, but it was nice while it lasted.

OTOH I swear there's a special feature cab drivers use that renders one's phone mute because this is the second time this week a cabby has called me from precisely the wrong location, and though I had my phone in my pocket on 'ring and vibrate' I registered nothing. But when I say I'm at 2 Carleton there's no point you sitting in front of 8 Carleton behind a truck so I can't see you, calling me up to demand where I am in cellphone garbled blabbidyblah. Equally, when I say King and University on the University side, why are you sitting a block away at York St? Why, because that's the main entrance for the building at King and University and the dispatcher said nothing about 'waiting on the University side.' This is why cabbing it is such a fraught activity and I hope I'm done with it for a bit. Though with the gales of March/ April being as they are, there's no guarantee.

Finished?

Nghi Vo, When the Tiger Came Down the Mountain
-- still have a hold on the first volume but this novella is fun.

Pratchett, Reaper Man
-- not intentionally, but read on the fifth anniversary of his death

Plutarch, On Friendship
-- or whatever its title is. Mostly about false friends/ flatterers which, as I say, is a breed the common person is not likely to encounter. Two more essays and I'm done with this, and a good thing too because the book is falling apart *and* smells strange.

Mabinogion, The Lady of the Fountain and Peredur
-- oogie. Then started Culhwch and Olwen and dear god you if thought the Catalogue of Ships was bad... Can't see me going farther with this.

Reading now?

Gardner, ed, The Metaphysical Poets
-- let's get this straight: I do not like the metaphysical poets, those clever-clog snots. By me they write the most unpoetical poetry it's possible to write. As Gardner says, "...the constant complaint of its critics is that it confuses the pleasures of poetry with the pleasure of puzzles. ...its lovers have always a certain sense of being a privileged class, able to enjoy what is beyond the reach of vulgar wits." Of course Peter Wimsey always has a volume of Donne about him, just to demonstrate how superior he is.

But I read this to have it read after umm 45 years maybe? and as I'm slogging along through the earlier metaphysicals I suddenly find myself in very familiar territory. It says it's Southwell, Mary Magdalens Complaint at Christ's Death, but here in the middle:

O true life, since thou hast left me,
Mortell life is tedious,
Death it is to live without thee, 
Death of all most odious.
Turne againe, or take me with thee,
Let me dye or live thou with mee.

This and the next two verses I know as  a song by Thomas Morley that actually reverses the order of the stanzas. And works very well as such, but the rest of Southwell's poem doesn't fit the tune at all. I mean, maybe all the metaphysicals need is a musical setting to render them palatable?

Next up?

Many things on hold in both e- and paper format, and I could make some of the latter active. Or I could go on rereading Pratchett.

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Friday, January 15th, 2021 10:07 pm
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The cure for being earwormed by sea shanties is to be earwormed by Renaissance dance music, especially the ones with what I think (vague memories from medieval dramas 50 odd years ago) are shawms and psalteries. (Youtube agrees on the shawms but nobody seems to actually play a psaltery, just tell you in excruciating detail how to do it.)

Gin arrives, courtesy of those charming Japanese. So that's alright.

Got into my old Word files on the computer, as in 'mid to late 90s' old. Thus spent the afternoon in 25 years ago, which was odd. Odder is having to remind me that 25 years ago was 1996, not 1995. Evidently I don't believe 2020 counts as a year, just as I didn't believe the five years I lived in Japan counted. Was consistently five years out in my time reckoning until well into the teens of this decade.

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Saturday, December 19th, 2020 07:03 pm
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Exercising to carols, which is fine, but would someone please tell me what was *wrong* with Benjamin Britten? Never met an old harmonious song- carol, folk song, you name it- that he didn't hate and couldn't wait to torture into (I assume; am musically illiterate) a pentatonic scale. And then a buncha 20th century composers did the same and all the choirs in Oxbridge jumped on the bandwagon. Really truly there's nothing wrong with the original tunes of There Is No Rose or Adam Lay Ybounden, and the Britten-tachi being all clever with them pisses me off far more than it should.

To clean out the ears: the Gesualdo Six singing Es ist ein Rose entsprungen in Ely Cathedral:
https://youtu.be/OAIro_A1CYw

The current Gesualdo Six + One doesn't seem to include the Sikh(?) guy, about whom I'd like to know more.

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Wednesday, December 9th, 2020 07:10 pm
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I heard some of Loreena Mc Kennitt's work when I was in Japan and bought her whole backlist after I came home. Now all her earliest stuff says 'spring of 1996' to me. 1996 was a weird alternative dimension, precisely because I was just back after five years in Japan. So when I come across it again- as now, when my exercise music has started into the vocal stuff- I'm in a double reality shift. The oddness of 2020 looking back at the oddness of 1996,

Saying oh it's been so long, you've been so long on the sands
So long on the sands, so long on the flood,
They have married your Jeannie, and now she lies dead.

P/T staff from work dropped by today to deliver an orchid and a goodie bag from herself and one of the F/T staff. (Also a take out Ethiopian dinner and a latte. Dinner will last me three meals, the way I eat now.) It was sweet of them and I'm sad, but also, from things said and unsaid, aware that the place is as dysfunctional as it ever was and I'm well out of it. A. is now into her ninth month of pregnancy, and though it's a bad time to have a baby (grandma can't fly in to help) I'm glad A. will also be out of it too. 

Last finished?

Ovidia Yu, The Betel Nut Tree Mystery
-- I see there's a third volume of this which I'll give a miss. It's 1936 and the Japanese army is already devastating China.

Ima Ichiko, Hundred Demons 28
-- my heart fails within me. See, the last three or four volumes have been all about a collatoral branch of Ritsu's family, his great-aunt's children, grandchildren, and for all I know great-grandchildren as well. One of whom is supposed to have killed another girl when she was young but I can never remember who she was because these are all female children etc who marry and change their names. And now it seems maybe the murdered girl wasn't murdered after all? or it was someone else who died? And I really don't want to have to wade through the last four tanks in an attempt to figure exactly what's going on.
 
Reading now?

Down in the cellar was a box with the umptymany volumes of Kaguya Hime which, on evidence of the first tank, is an unholy mess. 'He found this dead baby in a bamboo grove but she wasn't dead so he raised her himself and neglected his wife so that they separated so he had to put the child in an orphanage from which his estranged wife adopted her five years later and made the girl her artist's model and also her lover only now the teenager has been abducted by these American army brats with yellow hair and Japanese names one of whom can fly jet fighters perfectly the first time because he's practised on flight simulations...'   It's Japanese practice, I suppose.

Have the first Phryne Fisher in e-format but it's not grabbing me, partly because Phryne was poverty-stricken in childhood but now wears designer clothes huh? And wears a lot of designer clothes, I mean seriously this is fashion porn.

Next?

The Dark Archive arrived from G today. Am tempted to drop everything else and just read that.

Mundanities

Saturday, November 7th, 2020 09:06 pm
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To celebrate the moment, and because my new card came yesterday, I ordered in for dinner. So did everyone else, it seems, because in the ten minutes I stood on my ill-lit front porch,  wearing white so I'd show up even if my house number didn't, two other Door Dash deliveries arrived for two separate houses across the street. My guy called me because, like many people before including myself on occasion, he or someone had writen my 543 as 534. I'm inclined to blame the map Door Dash likes to use, which showed my house to be on the west side of the street where the even numbers are. Though when I checked it again, they had me on Manning, the next block over.

I've ordered from these guys before but don't remember them being so generous with their portions. Granted I always order at least two dishes to make it worth their while, I still had a large bowl, looked at what remained, and thought 'Well, that's dinner sorted for the next four days at least.'

To work off some of the excess (pad thai noodles, hem hem) I did an extra 45 minutes on the bike machine. Turns out  Handel's Royal Fireworks  is the perfect music for this. Didn't even notice the time going by. That's half because I was reading my phone part of the time, and when I wasn't I was doggedly plowing through The Burning Heart, which is Kenneth Rexroth and a Japanese woman translating women poets of Japan. Granted the book dates from the 70s, and granted Rexroth or his co-translator have some satisfyingly nasty things to say about that dweeb Yosano Hiroshi- '(he) was a typical emotional exploiter of women. He attempted to disguise these proclivities with romantic nonsense about the spiritual glories of clandestine polygamy'- when we get to the classic poets who are translated by Rexroth alone, one finds this note on Izumi Shikibu:  'There survives a book of her poetry and her diary, one of the masterpieces of Japanese literature. Most of her poetry is erotic: she seems to have spent a life largely devoted to making love.' Yeah, sure, just like Catullus' life was largely devoted to making love, or Diana Rigg's. Like, we know Izumi Shikibu had a daughter and served at court. It wasn't all men all the time, even if men like to think so.

The book is falling apart and I'd happily trun it- Rexroth is so not my translator any more than Miner is- but I have no other translations of Yosano Akiko, so...

However, in other come-by-chance news, it seems Ovidia Yu has a series of detective stories stsrring a teenage girl in 1930s Singapore. Have put holds on two of them and shall pleasurably await their appearance.

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Monday, November 2nd, 2020 08:28 pm
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I play CDs while peddling my under the table peddling machine because it helps distract me from bored-silly 'has it been thirty minutes yet?' thoughts. (No it hasn't. When the pedals stick is when it's been thirty minutes.) Am currently on the opera Best Of collection, visiting old faves. But somehow in the 90s I missed the Best Mozart Aria Evah! which is Soave sia il vento from Cosi Fan Tutte. How I missed it is a mystery, since it's on vol 3 that has a bunch of other fave arias like Puccini's Ch'ella mi creda and Ebben, ne andro lontano from La Walley. But now I have, and can listen to it on repeat, except that I've moved on to disk 4 that seems to be either Wagner and his ilk or Donizetti and his bel canto buddies, both of whom I can do without.

Best version on youtube seems to be this:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=a_0FHyF3Pyk

Today's post-acupuncture indulgence + consolation for owie everything all weekend tsuris , frustration dreams all night tsuris, and snow and wind while biking tsuris (ice on the front steps, ice in the fallen leaves, 50 k/ 30 mph wind gusts) was pepperoni pizza after a good year without. A hefty 880 calories but since it was lunch and dinner, and the rest of dinner was a salad, I won't repine. Nor will I repeat, because two slices should have left me stuffed but instead left me craving more pizza.

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Tuesday, October 27th, 2020 04:30 pm
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Oh, seriously? I've been reading that title wrong for what? five, six years now? It's Umibe no Kafuka, shore, not hamabe, beach. Helps to actually look at the kanji occasionally.

Next door's music as well as the tedium of peddling a balky machine for thirty minutes straight has the upside of reintroducing me to a bunch of CDs bought in the 90s and rarely listened to since. These include several boxed sets of Dance Music Through The Ages and Best of Bach, bought to drown out my neighbours at International Women's House in Heiwadai. When I came back here it was no longer necessary to drown out my neighbours and, since I prefer silence to anything when I'm studying or reading, silence is what I opted for. Also my bought-here boombox, though a lovely Sony made in Japan beastie, in relatively short order (6 years) became picky about what it would and would not recognize, and the boxed sets were first to go. This made me sad because I still listened to the opera ones. But now, Renaissance dance music is just fine for bicycling to, though it really is a bit monotone.

Balky bike machine is why I can't do anything else except bike. Stop paying attention to where my feet are and it sticks. Otherwise I might be biking for hours.

Cold and rainy again, and I realize that this year I won't be able to turn down the thermostat and go partake of someone else's heat for five or six hours a day. So I turn down the thermostat and layer up, starting with the insulated longjohns I've contemplated throwing out for several years now because long underwear is far too hot once you're inside any Canuck interior. Never throw anything away: you never know when the world will turn upside down and you'll need it again.

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Tuesday, October 27th, 2020 04:12 pm
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Oh, seriously? I've been reading that title wrong for what? five, six years now? It's Umibe no Kafuka, shore, not hamabe, beach. Helps to actually look at the kanji occasionally.

Next door's music as well as the tedium of peddling a balky machine for thirty minutes straight has the upside of reintroducing me to a bunch of CDs bought in the 90s and rarely listened to since. These include several boxed sets of Dance Music Through The Ages and Best of Bach, bought to drown out my neighbours at International Women's House in Heiwadai. When I came back here it was no longer necessary to drown out my neighbours and, since I prefer silence to anything when I'm studying or reading, silence is what I opted for. Also my bought-here boombox, though a lovely Sony made in Japan beastie, in relatively short order (6 years) became picky about what it would and would not recognize, and the boxed sets were first to go. This made me sad because I still listened to the opera ones. But now, Renaissance dance music is just fine for bicycling to, though it really is a bit monotone.

Balky bike machine is why I can't do anything else except bike. Stop paying attention to where my feet are and it sticks. Otherwise I might be biking for hours.

Cold and rainy again, and I realize that this year I won't be able to turn down the thermostat and go partake of someone else's heat for five or six hours a day. So I turn down the thermostat and layer up, starting with the insulated longjohns I've contemplated throwing out for several years now because long underwear is far too hot once you're inside any Canuck interior. Never throw anything away: you never know when the world will turn upside down and you'll need it again.

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Monday, October 26th, 2020 11:14 pm
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Hmm, I think I rather like Pachelbel's canon in the original up tempo.
https://youtu.be/l8Jjs36bHd4

Last night's early(ish) morning dream had me back at 'home' where my parents and sibs were, and me saying how nice it was because 'when I come home after work there's never anyone to talk to and I'm lonely.' This was a very convincing emotion in the dream and for a few minutes after I woke up, but then I realized that it was all backwards. When I moved into my first apartment nearly 50 years ago, yes, then when I came home from classes and on weekends there was no one to talk to, and it felt weird to go a whole day (Saturdays, f'rinstance) not speaking a word to anyone. But for decades it's been 'social contact during the day, me time when I come home,' and what I'm missing is the casual human contact from work. Well, and also the option to step next door for alcohol and conversation, a bit: while acknowledging I'd never have been able to lose weight if the option had still been open to me.

Having eaten out last week the temptation was to do it again, especially since I was already out, for acupuncture, and hadn't eaten lunch so was hungry by 3:30. As a compromise I had a take-out 'rice dog' from a new Korean place, which is a hot dog surrounded by sticky rice that's then baked. Filling, but yappari I want my hot dogs bursting from the grill and put in a bun with mustard and green pickle relish. Ah well. Have now had a sticky rice dog and need not have another.

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Monday, October 5th, 2020 08:58 pm
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 OK. So that's how it works then. Because my allergies have taken another new lease on life right when there's nothing to be allergic to, and because I had acupuncture today, and because I really don't want to be coughing during acupuncture, I took a swig of my precious prescription cough syrup. And some twenty minutes later became aware of a mellow cheerful optimistic glow, the sort wine or scotch used to give me but don't anymore. Truly, that cough syrup didn't do this the first two years I was taking it, but now it does; and now too I see why people take opioids for the buzz and not the analgesic effect. Luckily or un-, I have very little of it left and am not sure my new doctor will give me more. What I do have is an OTC cough syrup that's supposed to calm tickly coughs. It's also the one that works *with* the Covid virus. But my chances of being infected are infinitisimal, since I'm in close prolonged contact with absolutely nobody. My acupuncturist is the only person who comes within four feet of me and that's in an open breezy room with both of us masked. So I shall chance it. But would obviously rather have the addictive codeine-and-whatever concotion.

I've grown progressively clumsier with age, certain to knock anything over if I don't reach carefully and consciously. Spilled a whole tin of Pepsi onto the bedroom carpet the other day. Today I sent the stylus flying off the bedside table, which then rolled under the futon platform drawer and out of reach. Virtue of necessity, I shoved furniture out of the way, removed drawer, and swept underneath the platform, retrieving my stylus and various pills and rather fewer dust bunnies than I expected. But this let me go through the drawer itself, which I can't do ordinarily because it won't open fully, and I discover that that's where all my pantyhose were stored. I never wear them, of course, but periodically I've wanted to for dress up dinners  and the like. Now I can, if there are ever dress up dinners again in my lifetime.

Equal virtue of necessity, since I need something to drown out next door's music, I've been playing those myriad CDs I bought over the last three decades and, well, never listened to past 2002, or occasionally ever. There's stacks of them denuded of their cases, which I will reunite some day. Another quarantine project. But now I listen to the whole album while eating supper or pedaling my bike machine, rather than my usual habit of skipping everything but the one or two tracks I like. Result today was bicycling for almost half an hour when I'm usually ready to quit  at 15 minutes. So yay me.

System can take five CDs but there seems no way to go from one to another using the remote. The controls on this thing are not intuitive. So I treat it as a one disc system, which at least alleviates technical anxiety.

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Tuesday, August 25th, 2020 10:30 pm
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 Since I'm getting nowhere with ancient Greek, onaccounta I have to memorize vocabulary that's given casually in the examples, not even in a table for each lesson that I can refer to, I'm reading French instead. Alas, I'm reading Jean de Florette because that' s what was to hand on the living room table. With a little effort I could have unearthed a Simenon someplace. The idea is just to read and not bother looking up vocabulary, but of course that doesn't last, not amid all these countryside terms. So I hauled out the large Robert's I rescued from the gomi many yeas back and use that. Am amazed we used paper dictionaries for so long. Heavy book, thin paper, ages to find the right entry. Even my unsatisfactory phone browser would work better. (Phone's google app is useless. Molasses.) But no one seems to have ever made a wordtank equivalent for French, one with a  comprehensive F-E / E-F dictionary. It's all phrases for travellers. What do they expect students to use these days? Their phones, I suppose.

If I were reading Hamabe no Kafuka in English, it wouldn't have taken me so long to figure out that Major Chord 2 (二長調 ) is D-major, not B, and I could have gone off to youtube and listened to Schubert's sonata in same much earlier. Not that Schubert is my man at all; I have little use for either the unaccompanied piano or the romantics in general. But of course there's a long disquisition about that sonata in Kafuka, which implies it's kind of 平凡 erm uninspired. Which to me it is. But of course everyone else who turned up at Youtube for it was there because of Murakami.

Accomplished today by getting to Korean super and buying enough gyoza to see me to the winter. Bought a new kind as well as the old reliables and hope they're good, because the last new brand I tried wasn't. Chicken doesn't work with potstickers, or not for me. But at least I have some defence now against those urges to order them online, that assail me periodically.

Also washed the stairs after far too long. Had to stop halfway to rest. All the core strengthening doesn't seem to have touched the lower back that simply has to sit down if I've been standing for more than five minutes. I hope that a new knee will alter some of that, as it does for hip replacements, but I'm not betting on it.

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Friday, July 3rd, 2020 10:30 pm
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It's never too late to form totally random associations. Last month I reread Lord of the Rings and also listened to an opera compilation I've had for ohh 25 years? And now when I hear Puccini's Ch'ella mi creda, the totally ear-wormy aria from Girl of the Golden West- but of course, all Puccini is ear-wormy- I see in the background what I think is Lothlorien, which I must have been reading at the time. Can't pin it down more than that: it's shady trees and possibly elves, which means not Rivendell. And it's not exactly annoying but is a bit... intrusive.

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Monday, May 11th, 2020 09:10 pm
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 Feeling scratchy and out of sorts, an emotion I trace, oddly, to Pico Iyer's The Open Road, talking about the Dalai Lama. There's no logic to this, just as there's no logic to the mental muzak being stuck on Night Moves. Usually the mental muzak bears some relation to the happenings in my life: as for instance, when I used to CPR and Amtrak it down to New York, having Phil Collins stuck in my head: 

So you're leaving
In the morning
On the early train...

or Springsteen's Independence Day last winter when next door was moving out. Bob Seger, I just don't know.

Newest mask arrived, is wearable. Roasted  a chicken with dressing and then ate the veg I made with it instead. Otherwise, meh.

The Makioka Sisters

Tuesday, April 7th, 2020 05:32 pm
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I was under the impression that there existed a Cocteau something (ballet? short story? operetta?) called Le Jeune Homme Droit Se Marier (The young man must get married). Being a Cocteau piece, having to get married is a tragedy for the young man. Evidently I invented the whole thing because google is silent on the subject.

But La Jeune Femme Doit Se Marier is the obvious subtitle of Tanizaki's novel, which I've just finished rereading after some 30 years or more. Pace one of my professors at the time, I don't find the novel so detailed that I can envision every room in Sachiko's house. But it's certainly detailed enough about their lives and inner states. And that perennial Japanese bugbear, the neighbours, and What Will People Say, and what will they say at the main house, and people are laughing at us, and and and. It may be normal in that society but to me it looks like the definition of neurotic. One would think the Americans can't come soon enough but of couse the attitude persisted long after the Occupation.

And yet, there are head-scratchers even here. Neighbours saw Taeko and her Osaka bon walking by the river, oh horror. But a few years later when it's proposed to pack young bon off to China as doltish equerry to the puppet Emperor there, Sachiko wants Taeko to go with him, very much without benefit of marriage, because that will somehow put an end to any prospect of their getting married in the first place. And that's not scandalous at all, of course.

What never occurred to me thirty years back was that Yukiko didn't want to be married in the first place and what we'd call her passive-aggression and they called her old-fashioned Kyoto nature was the only weapon she had to evade the unpleasant state. One feels for her in that situation, but lord is she eminently slappable so much of the time. Because there *are* other options available. She's just too much of a lady to take them. This doesn't make it into the film, of course, where Yukiko flirts with her brother-in-law and is given a fairy tale ending- gets to marry that tall actor who plays in Suzuki Seijun's films*, whereas in the book it's a tubby middle-aged guy with a short temper. But of course the film is mostly about the kimono and the largo from Xerxes, with which I am now thoroughly ear-wormed after looking at clips on youtube.

*it seems to be Matsuda Yuusaku, but I can't reconcile the saturnine moustached guy in Kageroza with the pretty-faced tutor in Family Game.

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Tuesday, January 21st, 2020 07:57 pm
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Mental muzak being as it is, it's no surprise that I should currently be earwormed with Ringo songs, specifically It don't come easy and Photograph. Why the visual accompaniment to the latter is Honest Ed's is another question entirely.

Alas

Tuesday, December 17th, 2019 09:10 pm
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Work is all gingerbread, peppermint bark, and sugar cookies. I can resist chocolate but not baked goods.

Also it seems I've signed up for Spotify since it has such obscure items as The Purcell Consort's Music to Entertain Henry VII, which exists chez moi as an ancient and doubtless fragile tape from the mid-80s and a crackly record that I have nothing to play on.

Stout Cortez

Monday, August 26th, 2019 11:04 pm
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Random twitter thread over at Nora J's leads me to the Skyrim sound track, with its theme song in Dragonish. I shall never game, not with these elbows and wrists, but oh what earwormy music:

Dovahkiin, Dovahkiin naal ok zin los vahriin,
Wahdein vokul mahfaeraak ast vaal
Ahrk fin norok paal graan
fodnust vok zin dro zaan
Dovahkiin fah hin kogaan mu draal!

(Now how does one embed youtube videos when everything plays in the app and the app has no url?)

Doldrums

Wednesday, August 7th, 2019 09:48 pm
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Have been earwormed all week by Steeleye Span's King Henry. Earworms usually have one line at least that relates to my current situation. This doesn't. But I was chuffed to learn that there actually is a Scots ballad that forms the basis for SS' version, but that the ballad has no music attached, so the composer borrowed one. Not that it sounds like Bonaparte's Retreat to me at all.

I managed to finish Ruth Rendell's The Speaker of Mandarin and that's it. Ordinarily I'd just go read more Rendell, but that's summer lassitude talking. None of my genre books inspires me with the desire to read; I reaĺly need cooler weather for those doorstoppers. So I had the bright idea of trying something Completely Different. I have a number of my mother's books, ganked from the home library thirty years ago: mostly stuff I thought I might want to read sometime in my old age etc. Well, old age is on me, so let's try something mainstream. In this case, Elizabeth Bowen's The Hotel. And it starts very nicely with a bunch of tween war expats summering in, I assume, the south of France. It could be the lead-in to an Agatha Christie mystery. But then it goes on and on, and no one is murdered, and I can't keep the various Mrses and Misses straight, and it becomes as much a chore as the genre works.

So I fall back on a Front Lawn Library Ian Rankin, which is probably not going to cheer me up, given past Rankins, but oh well. Yes, I know I should just forge on with Hamabe no Kafka, because when everything reads the same, Murakami's utterly mundane Japanese at least has the virtue of language practice. But I only have patience for a few pages at a time of that.

Roll on September...
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So one of the fulltime replacements at work has a Spotify account and used it today to play Golden Oldies from my childhood and adolescence. I may have to do the same, because I've never been able to make such a comprehensive compilation myself. Lacking a record player, say, and finding all 60s Greatest Hits CDs to be terrible in sound, and not techy enough to master mp3s or whatever the format is. Much better to let Spotify play it for me.

But it was *weird* having those forgotten bands suddenly thrust upon me again. The Beau Brummels, Paul Revere and the Raiders, Chad and Jeremy, The Tremeloes, The Buckinghams, The Exciters... Good times, guys, good times.

(R's mom was born in the late 50s so no, these weren't a hit before she was born, but close, very close.)
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Cold dark blue October night with full(ish) moon, and I hurt hurt hurt all day. Can no longer do 4 hours straight of child-lifting. Have not had a drink in a week on the grounds that alcohol upsets the tum, but tum is upset in spite of abstinence, so I went to my old local, By The Way at Brunswick and Bloor, and had two cocktails. In spite of new decor BtW is still the BtW of old, especially when they dim the lights; jazz plays, couples chat in the half-empty restaurant (when full, the din does indeed get a bit much, but so it did pre-reno as well), Don the waiter is still there after twenty-some years, and I float gently in nostalgia and alcoholic haze. (BtW's guaranteed 2 oz per cocktail does indeed induce more floatiness than Japas' putative 3 oz per cocktail, so Japas is lying, the cows.) While here in the the past I google the Magnificent Helen and discover that "Helen enjoyed acting in a range of roles before she moved to Vancouver, British Columbia and chose to focus on school and social activism." That's my girl.

(The cafe yesterday was playing Steely Dan. 'Roll out the bones and raise up your pitcher/ Raise up your glass to Good King John.' I raise a glass to the Magnificent Helen.)

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